I always believed that the most important part of my Christian story was the beginning, where I first came to know God on a personal basis. I believed that this was MY story, MY journey, that it was about how I came to know God... and it's only recently that I've realised that I had it all flip-side.
This isn't MY story... it's God's story, about how he found another lost lamb. It's His story of finding me, bringing me to Him, and teaching me how to love Him.
It's not MY journey... this is God's journey. He invited me to walk with Him, to learn from Him, not the other way around. I wasn't seeking Him, although I should have been. He had to find me, show Himself to me, before I even started to look.
It's definitely not about how I came to know God... it's about how He revealed himself to me, and how he continues to do so.
In the last couple of weeks, I've come to realise that I no longer BELIEVE in God... I don't just blindly accept Him.. I KNOW He is real, and true, and living. I am a much happier person than I can ever remember being. I'm more confident, more comfortable. And I finally know the truth... I am 100% God's Girl.
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